Is it a chemical reaction in my brain or am I just lazy?
My body is running on 0%, therefore I just lay here. There is no will or desire to get going or move. This feeling is familiar. It’s the reason I’ve been fired from jobs or resigned. Nothing feels safe aside from just laying here, breathing on the floor.
Why can’t my mind overcome the depression? It feels so weak. As if I’m giving away my power.
This is day 15 of antidepressants withdrawal/modifiction.
How am I supposed to help others when I can’t even help myself?
